Dumb and now... More Dumb

3rd of October, 2009 Saturday


As more and more years pass by, the more books that i studied
But assuming that the more DUMB i have become
After returning from a roller coaster life in foreign country
It makes me wonder where should i throw all my effort
All the efforts i take to change myself
Its horrible and to think of it in such a way
I am a LOSER
A pretty bad LOSER
Sometimes in Life, its just like tasting coffee
Some like it hot, some like it cold
Some like it sweet, some like it bitter
But for so many years, i still dunno how to enjoy bitter coffee
Sweet is just the way i liked it
No matter how people tells me about it
I still like the Sweet Coffee
When i know i have lose something precious in my life
I still tries to ignore and stay put to my feet
Believing that one day it would just be my Sweet COffee Day


But a few month before, finally for the first time
I felt such despair that i almost went crazy
I tried so much to talk to people
Waiting for people to come and comfort me
Just for the few hours I was a little helpless puppy
That is the Day everything went the opposite direction
I made up my mind to try those thing i wouldnt dare
My mind was spinning like the wheels of a car
For how long I have been like this
Maybe its time to throw away the bad thinking
Move and see what is waiting for me at the end of road
Awaiting me is a long adventure
Stepping out is just a beginning to an endless trail
Hoping that this choice is right and regret non


"I will try to drink bitter coffee,
But still loving the sweet coffee;
I will try to be more clever,
But still being dumb Shaun Lee."

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