BreakUp Comforting

12 of November, 2011 Saturday


Everybody loves to be in a relationship with their love ones. But what comes after a broken relationship is the most hard to accept. Maybe some people had it easy, but some had it the hard way. It is because you love him/her that you let go, or you just can't get over that someone. We never know. But heart broken sure is a powerful curse for those that deeply in love before. It will never end, it just keep resurface all those memories. Bad or Good, it doesn't even matter. As long as it is a memory you could think of.


All the heartbroken will need someone to comfort them. But i wonder why is all people also the same when try to comfort someone heartbroken. They will say bad words about the one you have loved with all your heart and might. It sure is a good way of comfort. Telling about all the bad and nothing good. People will say anything to make your heart feel better. Some people may take it and feels like the heart has lighten and would forget about the special one. But i just feel more sad and sad about those comforting words.


Today mom and bro ask me still thinking of my Love. Then they start to tell me all sorts of lie. She's not that pretty, she's not the type of girl you like, there is alot more girls better that her, you can simply find anyone better than her...... they can give you Thousand reason to hate your love ones. But i could see that they are just comforting me. Don wan me to think so much and worried about me. When we are together, they just keep pouring those praises. Sometimes i can't even stop them from praising her. Cannot let her hear so much, or else she will become too happy. I appreciate the comfort,Mum and Bro. Thank you.


The thing i hate most when comforting me was telling me she's not worth my attention. I would like to say FUCK you. Who are you to tell me this. If she's not worth it, i will know myself. Never ever say that to anyone. It hurts more than those ugly lies you tell. One shouldn't say one self not worthy. Everyone is equal. I love her at the first place, i love her with everything i have. And also please don't ask how much have been spent on her/him. The value of love cant be calculate through money.


So, when comforting people, just tell her how good and tell about the best thing him/her has give. Its always the best thing to do, to tell the truth. Maybe sometime the truth is ugly, then just tell it. No need to round the bushes and bend the facts. Just appreciate and be happy.

The Special Date 11.11.11

11 of November, 2011 Friday


Oh ya, today is the day many people have been waiting for. 11.11.11, everybody is busy discussing about it. The question why? Theres alot to celebrate according to various people. You could see everyone posting it at FaceBook. Every hour updating the same thing......


First of all, you can only experience 11.11.11 once in a life time unless human science technology could create something to prolong our life or convert money in to time like the movie "In Time" but that would be too far to reach for now. So just embrace the moment 11.11.11 for now. For me, this is not a good reason to celebrate. Just a normal day in a calender. Still no holiday, need to work and earn money...

Secondly, alot of people is getting hitched today. For couples, it is a special day to get together and be together forever. Alot people are registering their marriage on this date. It marks a special and also easy date to remember for those forgetful husband or wife about their anniversary. Some may even go further to wait for 11 hour 11 min 11 seconds to register. Wow, thats like 12 1's for this date. I also feel like it is sweet but isn't it not that special when everyone is doing the same thing on a same date. For me, i would choose a special particular date to be remembered only me and my Love for that special occasion. Congratulation for those who get married and get together forever.
Thirdly, some say it is a date for singles out there. 1 1 1 1 1 1 a digit for singles haha. It really makes me laugh when some one invite me to go out and yell "We Are Singles", i mean my fren ZQ. We are both the same. really make me laugh so hard. Ya when you look at it, it really is a date for singles not that i am so into this date. Just alot people keep asking, those singles maybe you could get a wish come true on this date, for you to become doubles in the near future. Pray hard all the singles out there in the world.
Fourthly, Happy Birthday to all those born on 11 of Nov. Today would be an awesome day for all of you. Ya to my friend "Ding Dong". Wish you a Happy 11.11.11 Birthday. I feel jealous... haha. The whole world is celebrating on your birthday. Hope that the GOD hear your prayers and wishes more than other people. Too many wishes floating around in the air. It really significances a very very special moment for those Birthday babies to celebrate.


In the end, everyone have their own thoughts and reasons to celebrate. Ya wish all the people in this world to stay healthy and peacefully until the next special date that will occur. Cheers everyone be grateful of what we have at the moment.


I miss "You" on this date, hoping everything will be alright for "You"

Sounds of Water

29th of October, 2011 Saturday


People once ask me, how do you cheer up when you are feeling down or depressed. Like a lot of movies, girls like to go shopping or eat until you are satisfied. But i never met anyone like that before. For boys, they just linger around anywhere with their buddies or go to have some gaming session. My answer to the question, it stunned that person.


I told that person, I like to hear the sound of water flowing. It really had me when i first felt the easiness and calmness that comes from the sound. I could just feel the water slowly flowing down, hitting anything that obstruct its path. You could hear kulu, kulu sound. Its just so fun and different sound could be heard. Fast moving water, slow moving water, falling rain drops and a lot more. It just can't stop to amaze me.


The first time i feel it was when i was really down. Because of stupid exam. I went to the bathroom and thoroughly clean through the whole bathroom with a brush. I opened up the tab water and let it flow into the container then just let it overflow. I started to hear the sound of water hitting water in the container. Again, different sound when it overflows and hits the ground. After that you hear the sound of water rushing down the bathroom hole. Even without realising I wasted one hour inside the bathroom, enjoying the feeling and keep on cleaning the bathroom.
I started to enjoy more when i go waterfall. The sound was so energetic. Splashing sound of water, hitting the rock, its just amazing. I can sit at there, listening and relaxing my mind. It is more fun when you dip into the water and hear those sound. The heavy sound underneath the surface. Its like drums are being hit inside the water. Dulup, dulup and the sha sha sha sound of waterfall. you could experience a different world inside the water. I wonder if there was any sound recording device that works in the water. I never met one of those device.
I had fallen more deeply for those unique sounds when i could hear waves after waves hitting the sand beach or those hard rocks. The sound came at a same interval. You don't need any special hearing device to hear it at the beach. The waves are so strong, its like a continuous music in my ears. From high to low when the waves hits the beach. The dripping of water off those rocks after hitting by those big big waves.


I wonder what it is like when everyday waking up, hearing those sounds as if your house is on the beach or beside a streaming river. It would just make a great start to my day i guess.

Ipoh Trip - Gua Tempurung

15th of October, 2011 Saturday


It was a two day trip to Ipoh - Gua Tempurung. Going with colleagues but not my normal crazy gang. I was just interested in joining Gua Tempurung then just register. After working hours 5pm, we head towards Ipoh from Alor Setar office. And oh my god, the first mistake i made was i assume we are going to eat around any R & R along the road. I didnt take anything before embarking on a 4 hour journey to Ipoh. Ouch, sorry my grumbling tummy.

Reach Ipoh at 9.30pm, we head to our homestay and put our luggage. Then go to eat dinner, famous Ipoh "Ya Choi Kai" hoho i just love the fat juicy beansprouts. Others is so so only. After dinner went back to bath and sleep. Super cold in the room and didnt have enough blanket to use......

Oh yeah lets start the journey. Wake up at 6am and had breakfast at Dim Sum restaurant. I was not so into it, i was looking forward for Gua Tempurung.
Later we pass by Ipoh "San Bao Tong". Go in and pray for a while as i never been here before. It was a famous tourist spot for Chinese. Yeeha Finally reach Gua Tempurung at 10am. I am so excited. After paying the entrance fee around Rm24, the guide bring us into the cave.
Hoohoo it was dark inside. Need to have headtorch to at least light up the road in front. The inner cave surface was so nice, too bad my camera can't capture the whole view in dark conditions.The full journey takes up to 3hours and includes climbing, sliding, crawling, and get ready to be wet wet. Water resistance plastic bag or container is advised to keep your electronic items.
Half Way Rest Stop
Crawling through the small Gap
Sliding down a 9m Slope
It was a fun and challenging journey. It doesnt require much stamina. Just enjoy the view and fun part of it with your friends and you are good to finish the journey. We finish the journey at 1:30pm and was totally exhausted. Out of gas......as i was the one helping to pull people up those sloppy cave surface. Pffffttttt...... my hand was totally weakened. We had some biscuit and chicken outside the cave.
Kellie's Castle
Kellie's Castle
And since people was interested to go Kellie's Castle, we just head there as it is along the way back to Ipoh Town. Nothing much that attracts me. Just go in and have some photo taken as memory. The story stretched back when World War I ended. The unfinished, ruined mansion, was built by a Scottish planter named William Kellie Smith. But because of a flu spread from Europe to Asia, he suffer a huge lost in business and the castle failed to finish. According to differing accounts, it was either a gift for his wife or a home for his son.After Kellie's Castle we drive back to Ipoh Town to have lunch at 4pm... and head back towards Alor Setar after that.

Crazy Bowling Fans

14th of October, 2011 Friday


Since April 2011, we have started our mini bowling tournament every month. Its a fun activity to gather around and laugh alot (especially when the ball goes into the "DRAIN") Its a time we take a rest from our hectic work and enjoy the special event.
First of all, I would like to introduce you to our Defending Champion- CHARMINE NG
She is the athlete of the Year 2011. No word could describe about her bowling skills. EXTRAORDINARY !!!
Challenger from US PUSSY CHOONG T.F
Two Crazy Players
We are the TRAFFIC LIGHT TEAM !!!
It has been fun to organize all this event. We always have at least 12 person to participate. You could see all sorts of bowling style. Flying Eagle, Super Bomb, Sissy Style. Anything you wish to see. Each of us have our own target. YOu can see the determination of everyone burning up.


The winning team will have the cost of bowling cut half. So every team really tries hard to win. Luckily, i have won it once. After the bowling matches, we will go to Gemilang Burger Restaurant to have our dinner.





"Not Over You" by Gavin Degraw

11th of Oct, 2011 Tuesday
Heard this song on the radio while driving.
It really paints out the picture of my life.
Such a amazing song.
Dreams  
Thats where I have to go  
To see your beautiful  
Face anymore I stare at a picture of you  
And listen to the radio
Hope, hope there's a conversation  
We both admit we had it good  
But until then its alienation I know that much is understood,  
And I realise..
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that your not on my mind  
But I go out, and I sit down at a table set for two  
And finally I'm forced to face the truth  
No matter what I say I'm..  
Not over you, Not over you
Damn, damn girl you do it well, and I thought you were innocent  
Took this heart and put it through hell, but still your magnificent  
I, I'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me
I turn around and I'm back in the game, even better than the old me  
But I'm not even close without you
If you ask me how I'm doing I would say I'm doing just fine  
I would lie and say that your not on my mind  
But I go out, and I sit down at a table set for two  
And finally I'm forced to face the truth  
No matter what I say I'm.. Not over you
And if I had the chance to re-new  
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do  
I could get back, on the right track  
But only if you'd be convinced  
So until then..
If you ask me how I'm doing I would say I'm doing just fine  
I would lie and say that your not on my mind  
But I go out, and I sit down at a table set for two  
And finally I'm forced to face the truth  
No matter what I say I'm..  
Not over you  
Not over you  
Not over you  
Not over you

Kuala Lumpur 3D2N Stay

24th of September, 2011 Saturday


Last week, 16th of September went to Kuala Lumpur. Yeah wanna celebrate Merdeka Day + Malaysia Day but failed. Khairul put me AEROPLANE !!! A big big one. So wish i could get to Dataran Merdeka to see it Live.


1st Day... Friday
Wake up and go to Cheras to eat Lunch. Together with ZQ, Ccheat, Kelvin and TingTing. Had Pan Mee for lunch. The mee is so QQ, very smooth and nice to chew. Yummy yummy.
Mei Yi Pan Mee
Later take the LRT and Monorail to Time Square. It was hot and dirty like hell when i need to change from KL central to Monorail station. Theres construction going on and the place is humid + all the debris and a little flooding along the passage way.


Met Taa Soon and his gf Hoong. They wanna had lunch and we go to Sweetchat. Their specialty here is the Durian pancake. But we didnt order it. We order pizza and some ice blended fruit juice. There was pencak silat competition at the center auditorium which is near to Sweetchat. Get to watch extra entertainment while eating.
SweetChat Cafe
Durian Flavour Dessert
At night went to had dinner with Zq, Claire, Ryan at Daorae Sri Hartamas. Order some pork, beef, fried tang hoon and korean famous Nian Gao. At midnight our Ex class leader arrive, Jia Yee. Sleep and ready for Broga Hill.


2nd Day... Saturday
Wake up in the morning 3.30am !!! Oh gosh, my body is as lazy as a pig. Get to bath and started heading out to pick up other frens. Yeah, we are going Broga Hill. Have seen a lot of pictures from Facebook. Finally its me whose going up the hill. 8 people going, Zq, Jia Yee, Kelvin, AK, Sherki, Veronica, Jasmine and Me. Bought some bread and gogogo to Broga Hill. Reach there 5am in the morning. Still very dark and cold. I could see alot of people already started to head up the hill. Without delay after switching on torch lights, move forward and lets Go GO GO !!!
Peak Of Broga Hill
It took us around 40 mins to reach the middle platform. And another 10mins to reach the peak of Broga Hill. Alot people never knew there was another Peak Platform with a Sign Board. Normally people just stop at the middle platform. Took plenty of picture, too bad my camera is not up to the standard. Blurry scenery.....sad sad case. But still it is a nice workout. The view was breathtaking. All the lights shinning brightly. Leading the highway and roads. Going down the hill after 2 hours on the top.
Two Crazy Guy on Broga Hill
Enjoying the Scenery
 Started to feel hungry. Rush down the hill and head to Cheras and had our BRUNCH. Dimsum Dimsum, at Seong Kee Coffeshop. Alot of choices, but we didnt eat much. Later head Home looo and had some good evening naps.
Cheras Dim Sum Coffee Shop
At night, had dinner near to TimeSquare. Had pork meat curry, coconut chicken soup as dishes. Nicely cooked and feel very satisfied. HoHo later wanna go Pavilion to have my favourite Snowflake Taro Ball but but but....... out of stock and what the fck!!! I had to settle down with only ChaTime. but still the bubble tea from ChaTime is nice to have.
ChaTime TimeSquare
Back to TimeSquare to watch Johhny English Reborn, the movie was fantastic with all the actions and jokes. ROwan Atkinson is still the best comedian no doubt. Head back home and sleep after movie.


3rd Day... Sunday
Had Laksa Sarawak as breakfast. Not bad but not to my taste. Later had Lunch at Chuan Chiew Restaurant for BAK KUT TEH !!!
Bak Kut Teh
Not much happening for this last day. Zq was busy rushing for his work and just sit at home watch some drama + internet. At night had a quick dinner with Zq's colleagues. And head to Duta Station going back AS at 11pm.